Who Will Save Your Soul?

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“I think I’ve been misunderstood
Not all my choices have been good
In the fading light
So we should put this one to bed
Before it bursts out of my head
Ready for the fight
So when it gets too late
And I find my place
Who will save your soul and love me here”
– Jamie Cullum – Save Your Soul –

Soul searching….  What’s in a soul?  What are the components?  How do you navigate your own soul?

I’ve personally been put in a lot of  scenarios lately where I’ve had to dig deep within myself for answers.  Some answers I’ve found. Others, I’m still searching.  Then…  Some of those bastard answers even changed their position and stance on me!  The funny thing is…. I found out that I have to be okay with the process.  Timing is everything.  Sometimes, other things are needed to happen to complete a phase of our soul searching.  And you know what they say about timing.  It’s a …..

I have a confession. I’ve been lost lately.  No, not the kind of lost that my GPS can help with.  I’ve lost my footing.  My ground.  The eyes I have to look back in are dark and clouded.  Sometimes though, if I stare hard enough, a glimpse of light and clear skies flashes like a quick daydream….. But then I lose it.

So what now?

Stare in the mirror long enough to find a new clue?  Give in to emotion?  Think nothing but logically?  Push away and run in the opposite direction?  Go completely….. numb?

I’ve tried all of the above.  There is no one right answer.  MAYBE the first one… Standing my ground.  Being resolute. Face myself….. Face my demons.  It’s dark in there…. Damp, dark, cold.  Walking the corridors of my own soul usually puts me in a place unreachable to those around me.  It’s not a pretty place.  It involves tears, sweat, anxiety, stress, racing heart beats and lots of teeth gritting.

But it needs to be done.

Stand resolute with yourself gentlemen.  We are, usually, our own worst enemy.  Open your eyes, and realize your own worth, and what you must do to see it.  Then, own it.  Save your own soul.

“All of my secrets they are free
Now watch them tumble out of me
Into better days
So save those homiletic tones
And conjure singing from the moans
And you’ll hear me say
So when it gets too late
And I find my place
Who will save your soul and love me here”
– Jamie Cullum – Save Your Soul –

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Special thanks to the lovely SaraJane Jacobus for posing with me.

Broderick is Wearing:

(Body)
Shape – Custom
Skin – Redgrave Chris DeepTan
Hands – SLink Male Hands (AvEnhance) – Relax
Hair – Truth Jon Black & Whites 05
Eyes – IKON Promise Eyes – Fjord

(Clothes and Accessories)
Boots – Redgrave Rider Boots (short) Black
Pants – AppleMay Designs Jessie’s Pants Black (available at TMD for July)
Ring – Kunst Magnus Ring (available at TMD for July)
Watch – RealEvil Industries ReVoX MVX Watch
Glasses – Gudshu Glasses – Lauer
Arm Tattoos – Bohocomo Sleeves Tattoo
Chest Tattoo – Letis Tattoo Koi

SaraJane is Wearing:
(Be sure to check out her budding blog, My SL Fashion Addiction!)

Jewelry – Lur Full Vs – by Zibska
http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Deep%20Chill/96/154/2001

Shoes – Gala (fatpack) by MyAddiction
https://marketplace.secondlife.com/p/PROMO-MyADDICTION-Gala-Fatpack-For-Slink-High-Feet/6901533

Dress – Off shoulder dress (black) by ISON
http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/ISON/177/106/2

Hair – Bethany (browns) by Truth
http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Truth/152/90/34

Mesh Body – Lara by Maitreya
http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Maitreya%20Isle/174/192/23

Hands – AvEnhance Female Elegant by Slink
http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Slink/54/121/25

Feet – AvEnhance Female High by Slink
http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Slink/54/121/25

Skin and appliers – Isla Sunkiss – Champagne by League
http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Duende/159/161/37

Lipstick – SmokyRose Matte by League
http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Duende/159/161/37

Nails – Slink Ultra Mesh Fingernails and Toes Add On by Jamman
https://marketplace.secondlife.com/p/SLINK-ULTRA-MESH-RIGGED-FINGERNAILS/5032347
https://marketplace.secondlife.com/p/ULTRA-MESH-RIGGED-TOES-NAIL-ADD-ON-for-SLINK-FEET-By-Jamman/5988533

Poses: KaTink Seduction (first photo) and RAWR (second photo)

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